Anti-climax has its moment (draft)

If I am not happy at this very moment, how much less happy will I be after I get that which will make me happy?
Since, a moment after I got 'it' or 'that' which made me happy, that which made me happy is (done being) gotten - since I just got it.
Is that happiness I got by getting 'it' now gone, since (after getting it) I already (had) got(ten) 'it'? Or, does it remain? What is 'it' , or 'that' anyway that made me happy?
Not only that. After I get it, I no longer can (derive the happiness of) look(ing) forward to getting that which is going to make me (un)happy once I get it. I can no longer look forward to getting that - having already gotten it.
Surely, then, this getting that which is going to make me happy, diminishes the happiness I had before I got that which is going to make me happy.
Well, having gotten it I naturally determine to figure out...
How can I get 'it' again (If only getting 'it') is what is going to make me happy (again)? But, I'd have to keep getting 'it' (again), if getting 'it' is what makes me happy.
It may become a problem trying to keep get(ting) 'it' again, If I think only by getting it (i.e., the same exact 'it') will I be happy. Get it? Get it? Get it? Get it?
How many times will I keep trying to get it before I get that my happiness does not depend upon getting it, and that I may even not be happier by getting it?